Human identity is the most fragile thing that we have, and it’s often only found in moments of truth.

Alan Rudolph

For too long I have been a human doing. Going through the motions because I have to. The motions sort of kept me going.

It is like riding a bike. As long as keep on going the chances of falling down are slim.

Or so I thought.

6 years ago I was forced to take some time off. It was the worst time, feeling completely out of control.

Unfortunately, I had to take some time off again. I am disapointed with myself. Disapointed that I didn’t see the signals. Disapointed that I have to admit that I can’t do this being thing on my own.

May this be my reminder that life is fragile but still worth it.